Crazy's Imagination

To You, We both are not just friends but best friends in each other’s lives. At the end of the day we share the same bed with many emotions running through each of us but I never dared to talk about those since we both agreed that we should not ever fall in love with each other . Love is toxic for both of us but I keep poisoning my self with that toxic everyday hoping one day you will see me as yours and yours only . Regardless  where we are leading , I know that we will always be friends with benefits to you and one sided love for me . - Hannah

To you, Regretting is common to me but regression about us is something that I have never thought. At the start we vowed to each other about everything that will keep hold us forever but now I regret every vow I made to to keep us. Never thought the eyes that had attention on me will have have attention on her too. Somethings are too late to be recognized but I have learned my lesson because of you. Every moment we had, every thing we shared, every laugh and cries we shared and most of all is the love I gave to you is what I regret the most. Hope she keeps your smile broader that I kept and hope every laughter she gives lasts longer than what I gave you. Hope her hand fits right similar as the way our hands fitted. Hope she sees the sparkle in your eyes when you look at her. After all, I was the blind lover to not see your true colors but I want the best of all the things to you even after the way you left me to her. - Hannah

To you, The connection between lace and you is something that kept our nights special and extraordinary. I never figured why lace was your weakness but your weakness became my strength. Regardless the color of the lace I wore, you admired my body like it is some art on my body and I felt so right when I am in lace clothes with you. Every night a new pair of lace but every morning I keep collecting the pieces of last night on the ground. My palm never fits your palm in regular days but on special nights where I dress with your weakness, my palm fits exactly with you. To me lace covered my scars but you uncover my scars when it is the time of the day . No matter how down or distant we got , lace held you and me together every night. - Hannah

To you, I found you when I was at my lowest and to this day I am craving your help to get to happy land. When no one saw me nor understood me, I reached out for your help to see what it feels like to dream. To me reality is the least wanted thing for me to face but with the help of you I saw things I can never achieve. Everyone accused me that I am going in the wrong path with you but for me you are my life savior. I owe you my life and soul. Walking with you on the same path  feels good but I know that I am leading no where good. All the satisfaction you gave me, all the blurry moments I saw and all the sensations I felt were more unforgettable compared to what others tried to do me. With you I escaped the reality even though at the end of the day I became sober. - Hannah

To you, We differ from each other’s prospective but once the mood is on, its hard for you  to tone it down while I can surrender the feelings to my self. Your needs are needed most of the time regardless who you are surrounded with while my wants are wanted only when you are around. This need or the want is all depending on the way you and I see the relationship terminology. All the basic foundation on two people connecting with each other is based on the need or the want of one another according to the people and the society influences. Occasionally we both wanted simple gestures to show affection rather than need or the want of one another. At the end of the day, the craving of the need or the want make us one. - Hannah

To you, An year with you can be related to a roller coaster ride. Our ups and downs can be major or very minor but we are still going in the ride. Initially, it was roses, teddy bears, daily kisses and then it became argumentative, misunderstanding and currently it feels so distant, lost. Although the ride is rough we managed to lay in the same bed for 365 days but as days went by the distance between us increased and the bed feels bigger than ever in my head. There were days where we could not wait to tell each other about our day but now we do not know if one another even had a day. Now, I am no expert on love, nor am I a cupid who felt what was ever like until I met you but to the current day I am just a sad soul who forgot what loving one another felt like. Many say, distance relationships are the worst but in my opinion even if you live in the same roof and you are in love, love will never be the same as the first. As time goes by three important words will become merely